Just return Lyrics

Don't know why but I somehow want to go back in time

Back when I was only some random stupid guy

When I wasn't Recoil back when I was just a nobody

I didn't have to do more each day to stay proud of me

That's how my grind and my mindset take it's toll on me

Isn't it so funny how my key for succes is goign to be

The reason I will always break no matter what I've achieved

I know I was never the kind of person who really was at piece

But I was nearer before that's what I can clearly see

I just try to find my way out of feeling miserably

Maybe it's just me being nostalgic and melancholic

Think I felt better before I was a workaholic

But without this I would have bottled

Myself up and my life is what that would've costed

About this there is no discussion

But in recent times I've been often

Thinking if this life is really worth what it's costing

But if I'd quite I'd be a hypocrite that's not an option

Wish we could go back to how things were

Just return

When my mood matched my demeanor

Just return

Feeling like my connection to the ones I love is dwindling

And if I'd say I am fine with that I would be swindling

Everytime I lay in my bed and the light is dimming

I start to have these thoughts in my brain sink in

Thinking I will surely be losing them

And if that's the case what are we doing then

Is this really how our movie ends

With us being apart moving and

Never hearing from each other again maybe that's just the sad reality

But that's a picture I don't want to see

A picture that makes me want to drink an entire bottle Jacky D

I don't though cause that won't give me a solution

Quite the contrary it would only be assuring

All those thoughts my psyche has been inducing

In to me

Try to find the missing piece

But I think it was left in the

Past so I plead

Can we please go back to how things were

Just return

When my mood matched my demeanor

Just return

Turn back the clock a few rotations

Drive back this train just a couple stations

Running away from this a temptation

Cause that nothing lasts is something I still struggle facing

And the fact that I can't change that makes me feel powerless

It makes me wanna hide from it I feel cowardish

I really wish I could just shower this

Off of me but I can't so I just spent hours with

These thoughts spending restless nights in my head until I fall asleep in the morning