Before Lyrics

It takes a long time

To build things up

A lot to go wrong

'Til I've had enough

About to break down

'Cause it's too much

And now I see the cost to me

I'm taking it off my shoulders

'Cause letting go is always free

Oh Before I used to hide

The anguish held so deep inside

And Before I used to run

Instead of fighting

Oh Before I used to keep

My silent pain so buried deep

And Before I just shut down

Instead of speaking

Not anymore

It wakes you at night

When things aren't right

A lot to dwell on oh

This worry inside

Can eat you all up

Like the tears you cry and

Now I see the cost to me

I'm taking it off my shoulders

'Cause letting go is always free

Oh Before I used to hide

The anguish held so deep inside

And Before I used to run

Instead of fighting

Oh Before I used to keep

My silent pain so buried deep

And Before I just shut down

Instead of speaking

Not anymore

Steady it goes

I was lost now found

Heavy the load

Took the long way 'round

Steady it goes

I was lost now found whoa oh oh

Stand on my own

Now I shout it loud

Buried them bones

Put 'em in the ground

Stand on my own

Now I shout it loud whoa oh oh

Not me anymore

Oh Before I used to hide

The anguish held so deep inside

And Before I used to run

Instead of fighting

Oh Before I used to keep

My silent pain so buried deep

And Before I just shut down

Instead of speaking

Not me anymore

Not me anymore