1 a.m. in Raleigh Lyrics

Colorblind people still can see true colors

Ask God remove my enemies, he removed brothers

How I'm supposed to feel right now when my mood suffers Thoughts in my head got me screaming like due mothers

I was taught to walk away and to not back down

Been the bigger man so much, I done got fat now

Gave niggas passes like Brady to gronkow

But letting things slide make them think I'm a playground

I'm not with the playing round, maybe I'm just stuck in my ways

Takin' things on the chin like a uppercut graze

I'm a man first before anything

When it comes to beef, it get treated like Jimmy Deans

When it come to squares, they get treated like Billie Jean

When it come to friends, you gon' see who your enemies

Just give it time, you gon' see what I really mean

Hold on, alright

Niggas like to choose sides instead of playing it neutral

Pride won't let them call a tie when that's really what suits you

How everything played out is something I'm new to Not a win-win or win-lose, for me it's a..

Maybe we can joke about this in a couple of years Maybe we can share the story to all our wonderful kids

Maybe we might never speak again and it is what it is

Apologies are always meaningless to the other forgiv

Man, this got me sick, dawg, for real

This got me sick to my stomach, where the robotussin'

Your life must be filled with horror, way you holding grudges

How you made the good guy feel like the good for nothin'

Maybe it's my fault that I finally stood for something

Did what I did, you did what you decided to do

Three sides to every story, only two sides is the truth

Thinking I ain't got love for you, who lying to you

Even when you wrong, I'm siding with you

You done met my mother, I done met your mother

You know brothers fight, how this overcome us?

Is this really how it's ending

Know it's wintertime, but I'm still open to some venting

Ain't get no response, but I'm still hoping that you listening

We been through the slums of the ghetto

Yeah, I crossed the line with you, but only won silver medal

I don't think less of you because I ain't nothin' special

I'm a human, dawg, so don't treat me like I'm a devil

We been through it all, talkin' same class on the schedule

Don't care who involved, me and you is how this get settled

I ain't worried about them other folks that don't get the memo

I don't look at you as lil' bro, we on the same level

What more could I say?

Maybe it's the drink, maybe it's the vape

Maybe it's excuses that I'm tryna to make

Maybe these steps useless that I'm tryna to take

I thought funerals would be our final days

Right or wrong, I'm sorry is what I'm trying to say

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