Salt in the Wound Lyrics

All these thoughts, I can't ignore it Hard for me to share my story Understand why you avoiding Countless times I told you sorry Time heals all except for scarring I know this done left you heartless This put me inside of darkness I harmed you for something harmless

Never thought that hurting you would also hurt me

Blood wasn't shed but it still cuts deep

Wish I could go back to erase everything

Breaking every mirror that get placed in front of me

Cause I shed tears seeing what's become of me

I know it should've never been like this

I know it shouldn't have to end like this

I know it, yeah

Is this what suicide feels like

Hate to question God but who decides this life

Playing in my mind everything that night

How the night end wrong when the day went right

We had just watched the dog get married to his wife

We had bottles all around like an alcoholic's vice

Then it got to a point that became a scary sight

Maybe if I would've left, everything would be alright

Now I'm feeling this neglect Got me living with regret

Only way to get through this is by taking baby steps

I can't explain the pain I caused That's my dog

And things will never be the same A wound got filled with salt