Growing Pains Lyrics

(Dear diary...I'm not feeling so good)

(Let me out of my mind prison!)

I've spent too much time on prayer

"Hate the sinner and not the sin!"

I've choked on all the lies and slander

Climbed mountains tops but I'll never Win

Thought I healed from all the hatred

Now I'm just a hollow broken shell

Tainted truths weaved inside what's sacred

A wise man spoke and said "welcome to hell"

This is just a downward spiral

Straight into the depths of hell

Lived my life off pure survival

But I'd rather be a carcass with a bullet In his head

This is just an uphill battle

Mind slips to the depths of hell

Live my life like no tomorrow

Cause I'd rather be a carcass with a bullet in his head

I…Wish you could see

The damage you've done to me

But now I know I've been set free

I finally know

How to be alone

I've suffered through these growing pains

Wait...It's happening again

No...No!

I'm just sitting in my prison

Counting out the final days

Mind gave up and now I'm stranded

Lost the battle now there's war to win

Find a single thought to think of

Obsess or die of cold decay

Slip into the walls there's treasure

Lord's gotta know that I'm drenched in sin

I…Wish you could see

The damage you've done to me

But now I know I've been set free

I finally know

How to be alone

I've suffered through these growing pains

I…Wish you could see

The damage you've done to me

But now I know I've been set free

I finally know

How to be alone

I've suffered through these growing pains