doing a front flip and hoping i will land Lyrics

Didn't expect to be here

All of these years came and went

And it's still going

I know that I gotta get strong

Learn to move on

From the things that never served me

Finding out things I shouldn't have

I can forgive but can't forget

Go to the beach when I get sad

Just so we're clear I'm still learning

Why do I have to know everything

Right now I wanna go around the world

And meet people

And sing and dance

And have a chance to fail

Doing a front flip and hoping I will land

Don't know how to do it but I know I can

And when I fall down I'll get back up again

I'm growing out of the person I've been

I'm seeing it as a process

Have to digest every moment

Want to keep it right here with me

I'm happy they broke my heart

They cut me deep

The wound still bleeds

I go to therapy and talk to Denise

I see the things they couldn't have

Maybe I'm special cause of that

While somebody else is thinking that of themselves too

So maybe that means I'm not alone

Can I just get better on my own

Growing up feels like getting thrown

So I'm

Doing a front flip and hoping I will land

Don't know how to do it but I know I can

And when I fall down I'll get back up again

I'm growing out of the person I've been

Doing a front flip I hope that I land