hotel Lyrics

From your hotel

I can feel my head on the carpet

When I'm in our future apartment

When you actually want me back

And it's not right now

You can tell me that I don't deserve it

You've been waiting half of your life

And just to see what I would say

From your bedroom

I could picture it all when I met you

Was I talking to walls in a breakroom

Now I'm scrolling past our texts

And I haven't found you yet

Oh when you see me like you do

I'm alive for the first time I laid eyes

Oh when I'm looking back at you

Do I know what I wanted my whole life

So isn't it funny how things never end

Do you still want me

Do you play pretend

Do you fall asleep like I fall apart

You break your bones like you break my heart

And I'm falling asleep after that

You were the best thing that I ever had

From your backseat

And she's driving slow

Does she want me

Do I need to know

Are you leaving

Do I have to go this way

Do you still want me the same

And I'm sorry

For the past couple years, I was empty

Was I waiting for you just to like me

And I don't know what to say

Do I wish you felt this way

Oh when you see me like you do

I'm alive for the first time I laid eyes

Oh when I'm looking back at you

Do I know what I wanted my whole life

So isn't it funny how things never end

Do you still want me

Do you play pretend

Do you fall asleep like I fall apart

You break your bones like you break my heart

And I'm falling asleep after that

You were the best thing that I ever had