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I've been waking up in places

Thinking about my friends

I don't mean anything to doubt them

But I wish I could pretend

You want the boy in flashing colors

When you only know his name

Don't you know I'm such a liar

And I'm not doing so great

Cause the world keeps changing

And I just stay the same

I'll just keep on trying

But it feels like dying away

I can't take it any longer

When I'm not the one you want

I feel broken down and singled out

Just not the one you love

In denial of my future

Oh I don't wanna meet her

She's so pretty in that way

But I can't feel my face

Cause the world keeps changing

And I just stay the same

I'll just keep on trying

But it feels like dying away

And I can't make you stay inside a dream

And please don't be the one to rescue me

And I've been so afraid of who I am

And I can't seem to change or understand