Still Here ft. Justin Harvison Lyrics

Through the good and the bad, I just had to appear, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

Should've died last year, I just my cried last tear, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

I could've been locked down, came too far to stop now, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

Close your eyes, see the prize, I'm a blessing in disguise

Life is too expensive and death is so cheap

No return policy or exchange with a receipt

You get what you got, only get one shot

Made it out hell's kitchen with a pot just to piss in

I'm trying, everyday it feels like I'm dying

The devil prying, but on God I'm relying for the supplying

Of all that I need

Trying to keep the faith but it's hard based on what I see

I feel failure despite all that I've achieve

The lies make my head ache so it's hard to aleve

Holding to the truth tryna stay afloat

Faith wants me to elevate but I'm running low on any hope

Tryna breathe and keep it fresh out the scope

It's difficult to cope

Ballin' like Jordan when I Peele tell them NOPE

In a pitiful situation but the judge leaving rope

You laughing at a bad joke

No signs to disguise a position to release the admission of my horoscope

No records of death row

Through the good and the bad, I just had to appear, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

Should've died last year, I just my cried last tear, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

I could've been locked down, came too far to stop now, so I'm

Glad I'm still here

Close your eyes, see the prize, I'm a blessing in disguise

Caught up in this pain 

From efforts that seem in vein 

Kids calling me by my first name 

What a shame 

But when heads and tails flip you'll see how things change 

Sunshine ain't the same without the rain

My kids still in first place ever since their first days 

Now birthdays are the worst days, thinking back to first base 

Preserved what wasn't deserved now I'm so disturbed 

It's absurd what I've incurred from the injured reserve 

But yet I'm trying to make continuous efforts on purpose 

Clocked in with faith but feeling like it stopped working 

I'm searching and rebirthing certainties of the uncertain 

Closing the curtain, carrying the burden, becoming a better version 

Staying occupied with the love I made survive 

Prideful suicide making me feel more alive 

Family on my brain so they got to attack the head 

Testify like Lazarus, God awoke in me I thought was dead 

I said

Through the good and the bad, I just had to appear, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

I should've died last year, I just my cried last tear, cause I'm

Glad I'm still here

I could've been locked down, came too far to stop now, so I'm

Glad I'm still here

Close your eyes, see the prize, I'm a blessing in disguise

My roots used to be brittle. 

Easily broken and too weak to grow. 

But I used their dirt as soil,

And yet I'm still here!

The cracks in my journey are filled with God's insulation. 

So it's only right that I run without hesitation,

And I'm still here!

Like a lavender iris that survived being a desert rose. 

I was hydrated by his righteousness even with a thorn in my side. 

The extension of my endurance will reach a legacy after me!

Time links my soul and my spirt to a permanent fade,

So even after I'm gone I'll still be here!