Lord Knows Lyrics

Lord knows all this pain inside

Make it hard to keep myself aside

Make it hard not to retaliate

Make it easy to not love and hate

But I can't let 'em break me

I thank God that he saved me

For the reason he made me

Man, You better thank me

Cause you ain't me

And I didn't give you what you deserved

Lord knows I'm glad that he saved me

You better be glad that he saved me

Anger inside

Controlling my pride

Pistol on my side

If it wasn't for God somebody would die

Know I ain't playing

I heard what they saying

Thank God I took head to everything that my mother was praying

Paying attention in church

For better or worse

Cuz the devil wanted me to make you take that ride in the back of hearse

But I kept my composure

Didn't give it exposure

Open my heart and I open my mind now you looking for closure, well

Lord knows all this pain inside

Make it hard to put myself aside

Make it hard not to retaliate

Make it easy to not love and hate

But I can't let 'em break me

I thank God that he saved me

For the reason he made me

Man, You better thank me

Cause you ain't me

And I didn't give you what you deserved

Lord knows I'm glad that he saved me

You better be glad

Kids knew that I missed em

Flaws in the systems

Could've even kiss em

They tricked them

Playing the victim

Mental abuse these are the symptoms

Came with the fruit that's why they pick them

Only could gift them

When they shift em

Transcript them

The load for two was left for one but I still had to lift them

Sacrificing it all while making the call

Take me to court, I guess they wanna ball

Take me to court, I guess they wanna ball

Take me to court, now I got a ball

No reply now they wanna call

Stay cool in my season I spring when I fall

Bolder than sinners, Colder than winter

Hotter than summer til they put me under

Five year old picked up a gun

Son on the run

Look what they've done

I couldn't mask it

Seeing a casket

Throwing my goals like shooting a basket

Did all I could

Except for not quit

Treated as guilty even when I was innocent

Proving them guilty saving my innocence

Caring too much that was my nemesis

All the prayers made miracles imminent

July and September 26th

God was spinning it

For the record, this is chess not checkers

Home wreckers can't stress what was blessed first

Let my chest work til my chest hurt

Raising the bar

Raising some stars

And I didn't even plan it

Just orbit with faith and let the earth recognize my worth

God kept his word, Word!