teenagers Lyrics

I held your hand when we were there

Im so confused about your hair

How do you look so good

How do you look so perfect without a care

You wispered my name on the call

I repeated the memory until I fall

Asleep another time

At 2am staring at my wall

I had the world

Tucked clamly, in the palm of my left hand

Until I let it fall

I couldnt keep the stance

I was a boy while you a man

Now I look at your new boyfriend

And I think how could I compare to him

Silk screens

And tvs

I hate that I dont have a plan

You texted me

In virginia beach

Middle of august I was the man

16 memories

Highschool dances and holding hands

Football games and white tees

Its the little things I cant stand

You think that I don't want it

But itlll suck when it changes for the best

You think that I can't stand it

Oh yeah I want the crowds over my head

I wanna be drowned in fame and money

Never me normal once again

Shooting heroin in the hills

Smoke cigars with famous guests

I remember you

Standing softly in your blue dress

Sure there's a million girls

In the crowd while I'm performing sold out sets

But it was different

For once I felt sufficient

Red lipstick and real soft hands

Late night car rides blacked out friends

Va beach while summers end

You kissed me in front of all of your friends

July demos summer haze

Held your hand through the corn maze

Hoco pictures august rains

I'll take everything I had over the fame

I took the summer off to heal

Didn't think a hallway would be that big of a deal

Thank you for the nine months that felt so real

I relized how being a teenagers supposed to feel