everything i do is for you Lyrics

I met you in October when the leaves were out of place

I asked you for your number then I went back on my way

I don't know what you're thinking she's not even pretty my friends would say

But I was obsessed you owned my life thought about you every day

That was months ago

Things have changed

My life has gone to shit

I cut off all my friends and started acting like a dick

I started drinking started smoking

My habits took me from within

I wonder how my life would be if I didn't know you for a bit

I'm depressed and I'm unhappy I'm the guy I used to be

I don't have hobby's, don't have friends, and I'm hated by my family

I wonder if I called would her phone even ring

I've started hearing voices and every day they sing

Fuck the drinking fuck the smoking fuck the voices in my head

Fuck the friends that I hang out with they would rather have me dead

Fuck this city fuck the aderal and fuck this lasting pain

Fuck the fact that your the thing that's slowing driving me insane

4/10 at max you little stupid piece of shit

All your friends think your retarded all your friends think youre a bitch

Youre an adict youre a smoker you cant love a single bit

Because you keep getting attatched you should know that youll never be worth it

Take the chair take the rope hang yourself inside your room

Take barrel point it to your head and make that shit go boom

No one thinks your life is worth it no one ever tells the truth

Thats such bullshit because everything i did i did it all for you

Fuck the drinking fuck the smoking fuck the voices in my head

Fuck the friends that I hang out with they would rather have me dead

Fuck this city fuck the aderal and fuck this lasting pain

Fuck the fact that your the thing that's slowing driving me insane