pushing people away while having mental episodes Lyrics

Sometimes

I feel so lonely

Even though I'm

Surrounded by people that I love

It hurts my heart knowing

That I push them away

I get so distracted

And so tired

I feel like I don't have the time

It's all in my face

In my head

In the back of my mind

It's all falling apart

It's all falling apart

Relationships with the people I like

I spend so much time alone

And have trouble going out

Working through the day

Tired from the mouth

Talking

Telling

I need that money to live

But I just want to farm with my friends

(Scars on my arms

Burns in my heart

Change in my head

Feeling apart)

I forgot that I existed for a couple of weeks

I forgot that I had time to spend with others

I forgot how drained I feel from too much pressure

I forgot who I was for a while

I forgot who I was for a while

(Scars on my arms

Hands rough and worn

Bruised ribs and light

I want to feel alright)

(Time spent alone

Changing for the better

Time left behind

Hoping for better weather)

Rest in bed please

Rest in bed please

Rest in bed please

Rest in bed please

(Unrecognized

Bones and burns outside

Feeling it in mind

Ending it as mine)

(There's something in there yelling at me to be ok

But I'm in the corner

Scared and hiding

There's something in there looming over me

The people in the corner of my vision staring

So much noise even when it's quiet out

But there's something in there yelling at me to be ok

But I'm not

There's something in there yelling at me)