Exceed Capacity Lyrics

I'm afraid of my mind

I haven't made up my mind

When I said I didn't mind

Well really I might be lying to you

Because sometimes it's easier than telling the truth

I've been feeling so sick

I wish it would click

Memories of you are but a flicker of memories of myself

And I'm not mine anymore

Feel my ego slip through my pores

And out onto the floor

I've exceeded capacity to love you

I can't even love myself and I don't

Wanna be a burden but I can't see you

If I wanna heal myself again and

This time I wont fuck with your feelings

Until a year goes by and you've forgotten

Maybe one day I'll reconsider

If this ever worked or I was just so

Lonely I hate myself

Slowly I kill myself

With pills and booze and cigarettes

If you stick around then you might be next

I'm an unhinged train and I'm off my track

I stepped on the cracks just to break her back

And I'll kiss you hard just to feel something

Later you'll find out that you meant nothing to me

To me

To me you're just a piece in my game

Why wont you feel my skin

Bones peaking through again

I feel so full when I'm empty inside

Couldn't you tell I was barely alive

Where have you gone my dear

I haven't heard from you in years

The last time we kissed I had him on my breath

Now y'all bond by plotting the death of me

Of me

To you I'm just a catalyst for pain

But to me

To me you're just a piece in my game

I've exceeded capacity to love you

I can't even love myself and

I don't wanna be a burden but I can't see you

If I wanna heal myself again and

This time I wont fuck with your feelings

Until a year goes by and you've forgotten

Maybe one day I'll reconsider

If this ever worked or I was just so

Lonely

Lonely, yeah

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