Moth To A Flame ft. DJJ Lyrics

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

Met this dude outside a shop in Greenwich

Tried hitting on me, was ugly, but didn't faze him

Knew there was something about that confidence

So I let him continue it

He invited me to go out shopping

Maybe there was more to him, so I went with

Treated with treats out of this world, I felt like the piece of shit

And then my eyes beared witness

Nothing mattered more than what I saw (I don't wanna be)

I felt so found yet never felt so lost

So dissociated, couldn't even find my jaw

I felt less important than the mirror on the wall

Cause this is what I truly need (I don't wanna be)

You make my heart beat, you make me breathe

I'm dying over here, let me eat (Someone you couldn't love)

I need you in my life Gouda Cheese

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

Now this is all that I love in my life now

Lived all of this life, I'm just wondering how?

I needed more, losing money, so I sold a house

But you're worth it to fix a frown

One day, I went back into town

Saw the shop that my love was found

Then I thought about the guy

The reason I found my love, I betrayed, started to cry

What if I love this over men?

What if I only love this instead?

I wanna love both, I do, but it gets to be too much

And know I'm quick to switch, so should switch to one

I don't wanna be me without this all in my life

You're what I strive

Thought God could handle anything but nothing feels right

Wish I could love cheese & guys at the same time

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't trust

I don't wanna be someone you couldn't love

I don't wanna be someone

I don't wanna love.

This is my life, what I write

Gouda cheese or the guys?

But now music, this love's the truest

I feel useless, first time with bruises

Rapping's my passion, rapping's my talent

Rapping my asses, rapping my cash shit

But is it worth it, my goal is clueless

What am I doing with this delusion?

Losing my mind, lost all the time

Can't make it right, so I just write

I need you to cope, you give me hope

But there's still cheese or the chodes

I have too much in my brain

I'm starting to go insane

All of this makes me me

But hard to focus on everything

Can't express me if I don't sing

I don't love me if there's no cheese

I don't love you if there's no meat

Still don't love you cause I am king (Bitch I am king)

Then what's the point, I shouldn't enjoy

I lose focus if I do all of it

But I need boys, I need your joy

I'm losing time from doing all this shit

Still conflicted, do I do music?

Or just cheese or dudes meat?

I do all of it, feel I'm losing it

Focus on one love, but can't lose shit (Already losing shit)

Moth to a flame, never felt great

But shit change, now I'm okay

Can't leave this place, stuck every way

Maybe I need a break to keep a brain

I don't wanna be someone