I CAN TELL MYSELF LIES TOO Lyrics

Hey Lover

How much better do I have to be for you to notice?

Hope you get what you wanted from him

(Am I so much worse than him?)

Make our pain less pointless

Did you fake every night?

Needed sorts of sick comforts I can provide?

You said I'm not what you needed, and I'm stupid for trying

But I don't need you either

I can tell myself lies too

It's fine

Why bother?

The option's there to fix shit, but you'd never change

I doubt you got what you wanted from this

(I deserved much better than this)

I feel my head rearrange

Fuck you, you destroyed me

But I won't feel the pain

That's the least that I can tell myself babe

'Cause I figure it won't work out in time

And you'll regret leaving mine

I can tell myself lies too

It's fine

I can tell myself lies too

It's fine

Break my heart

And turn it into shards of bliss

As far as I know, I'm convinced

You just want the chance to break my wrists

(Break my heart)

Why bother?

(And turn it into shards of bliss)

There's no such thing as perfect enough for you to notice

(As far as I know, I'm convinced)

Hope you get what you wanted from him

(You just want the chance to break my wrists)

Make our pain less pointless