IsItMoreLikeWhatYouWantedNow? ft. soma Lyrics

If there was something missing

How's it more like what you wanted now, without me?

Without me

Walk around without me

Thinking I might ever change, but I fucking doubt it

Mixing uppers with the downers

Know I'm so dramatic

Now you don't fuck with me the same

But I don't think about it

I don't, I don't think about it

Yeah I go 220 in the Audi

To shut up my brain

Why I still wish that you're beside me?

Been ignoring all the texts you sent me

I can see that you're just coping

Like me

Without this

Heya

Didn't mean to act out in front of ya

Have you come around yet?

Did you forget yet?

Did you forget yet?

If there was something missing

How's it more like what you wanted now, without me?

Without me

Dip out with a mask on, I drive fast, stare at the ceiling like I'm cold and just waiting to Crash

Wrecked the fucking Lexus, threw out all your Polaroids, but there's still pictures of you in my head

But I've been running up the numbers in the back seat of the Audi

Only headed towards heaven so you cannot tell me nothing

Fuck I can't take care of myself

But shit, I'd rather die than ever ask for help

I hope it's never any better with anyone else

I'll say I'm all you wanted right now, right now, right now

While these drugs ruining my health, ruining my health

I find excuses and right times

I never apologize

I never make it right, love

Been ignoring all the pain

I know I could make it right, but

What could I gain though?

Can you forget, love?