i can barely get to my front door without passing through another ghost Lyrics

I asked if she could hear my heartbeat

She said not well over all her crying

Always waiting for the moment like it'll never come

Loose tears down tired cheeks choked back

Heavy sighs through loose teeth backtrack

I feel most peace when I don't have to act strong

I can barely get to my front door without passing through another ghost

Constant countless recollections, that's the way it goes

More dead friends than you know

That's the way it goes

(It goes)

Always gonna be an unnamable feeling, untamable memory lurking

And I'm always gonna be newly grieving somebody who loved me

Always waiting for the call like it has always come

(The call)

(It has always come)

Loose tears down tired cheeks choked back

Heavy sighs through loose teeth backtrack

We feel most peace when we don't have to act strong

The thing inside my chest is just as trapped as me

I can feel the whole world wildly searching for

A return to scripture, legislature,

Another perfect way to bring us down

What better way to make us numb than a judgment call to take us out?

(Take us out)

Constant countless recollections, they're building us a lost and found

We're dying one by one

And they're building us a lost and found

(Lost)

Always gonna be an unnamable feeling, untraceable enemy lurking

And I'm always gonna be newly grieving somebody who loved me

Always waiting by the phone like we have always done

(Always waiting)

(We have always done)

Loose tears down tired cheeks choked back

Heavy sighs through loose teeth backtrack

We feel most peace when we don't have to act strong

So tired of acting strong

Always gonna be an unnamable feeling, untamable memory lurking

And I'm always gonna be newly grieving somebody who loved me

Always waiting for the call like it has always come

(It has always come)

Loose tears down tired cheeks choked back

Heavy sighs through loose teeth backtrack

We feel most peace when we don't have to act

Always waiting by the phone like we have always done

(We have always done)

(No)

Always waiting for the call like it has always come

(It has always come)

(Why)

I asked if she could hear my heartbeat

She said not well over all the dying