Epilogue Lyrics

Flipping pages, close another chapter

All this change shit, I really thought I had it mastered

But I feel like time is picking up it's really moving faster

Losing people that don't truly love me? It just never mattered (never mattered to me)

But splitting from my dawgs it might just do me in

I believe that's my family can't afford the time for making friends

Cherishing those memories with them and all the time we spent

Cause ain't no more love to my people I could ever send

Since Matthias think I regained focus (regained focus)

When I'm around my team I'm only thinking bout the moment, it shows

Cause I just can't imagine being anywhere without 'em

Who gon' be there with me while I'm venting bout my album?

Who gon' have my back and reassure me of the outcome

When I'm panicking bout obstacles I'm certain have no way to get around 'em?

It hurts, change like this is a first

So much more than just approaching the microphone and recording a verse

(Yeah, uh)

Flipping chapters, close another story

Despite the effort it just feels like nothing's workin' for me

Cause the people I once counted on are starting to ignore me

And the thoughts I tried to push away are only moving towards me (only moving towards me)

And I just can't accept all these truths, left me feeling like the ink smeared on the page I'm confused, uh

Jealousy will eat you up it's so true

It's one rule you can't accept until it happens to you

Had to take the time to drop it, stop myself, and reset

Growing envious of people that I've never even met

Comparisons producing so much unneeded stress

And time is lost to things that cause nothing but pain in my chest, yeah

Cut off all the hair got sick of losing it, uh

The stress removing it, uh

My words ruined it, all

Got sick of proving it, all

And I wish you weren't involved

But it just so happens I'm rappin' to keep myself calm (time)

(Uh, yeah)

Flipping samples, closing out an era

Moments moving quickly, never thought to be aware of the fact

That things are changing and it's shocked me to the core

I got no problem taking hits anymore (I don't, I don't)

just keep my people healthy, I know they come visit me

And those who've fallen out I know have all been missin' me

And those who if I named I know that they'd be pissed at me

But pray we don't lose touch and keep it close despite the distancing

This ain't my last song but it bookmarks a time,

I realized the wall can talk back if the wall's in your mind

And every now and then it's better someone fills in a line

And I been working just to burn up all the chills in the spine (damn)

What you want from me? I'm so far from perfection

But the smallest things around me always trigger the obsessing

And I'm not sure if I'm ever gon' find, a real connection

Or some other things that I'm not yet comfortable with addressing right now

yeah