Maintaining Remorse Lyrics

So much these days I can't process

Familiar guilt bubbles up

I cant get over myself

Cannot make myself be enough

I

Should

Be

Glad

That I'm

At

Least

There

But I'm so fucking tired

Grey matter replaced with bile

Memories just feed it

Trying to be better and

Take a step foreward

Dull the edge, ignore, repeat

Pheonix reborn in piss and

Soaked in regret, atrophied

Admiration feels insulting

Because I think I'm not doing

Anything that warrants looking

I just sit around all day and let the world around me spin

Am I just a ghost (Dissapear)

Am I going down the same path I

Saw as a young Icarus

Before my wings were devoured

Every

Promise I make

Feels more hollow than the last I'm

Embarrassed by how I live

Close to better, become Sisyphus

React in anger again

Feeling overwhelmed again

Isn't deserved. I should be collected but I'm

Unable to progress

Unwilling to change my habits