this is a song about being gangstalked ft. papercut Lyrics

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Seeing the eyes in the dark again

Always watch every move hoping to catch me

Cant even tell what is real

I'm always looking over my shoulder

Convinced that somethings there

Fuck

Losing face to the void again

Broadcasting all of my failures to

Mysterious entities or

Any motherfucker with a reason to harm

I'm Consuming

Anything to dull the edge

So I dont think about the things

That others can

Percieve about my life

Conscious leaving

In a state of emptyness

The eyes return they're always there

To think I'll escape was a fabulous lie

Fuck

Is anyone out there

Fuck it

Come

Show your face you cowards

I'm under control

I cant relax

Every nerve is about to break

I cant handle

The uncertainty

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I cant handle

All of this uncertainty

Is it all real or in my head

Does it really matter if it's still my life

Falling farther

Into this chasm i call

My mind and all it's nervous thoughts

I wish I could just live a regular life

Why

Cant I shake this

Know it's a delusion but it feels so

Real

I'm feeling sick

Surrounded on all sides but when

I turn around I see no-one

Fuck this

I'm done

Throwing

Away the pieces because

Something in my brain tells me they just dont fit

Pieces

Of me

My life

And everything I've lived

Shattered, cut like glass

Fingers shred to make them stay