stages of grief (acoustic) Lyrics

Stage one

No I don't really think that you're gone 

When your glasses are still in my car 

Feels likes yesterday I was in your arms

Stage two

I talk shit about you to my friends

Cause i hate that it feels like the end 

And I'm blaming you like it was pretend 

Reading all the self help books 

It gets harder everyday I don't call you

Even though I want to

Yeah I hate, then I love, then I want you back

And I'm blaming myself cause you moved on fast

Even with the therapy

It still hurts to see you leave

Cause I hate, then I love, then I want you back

When i know in my heart that it wouldn't last

No i don't know how to grieve 

Cause you're not here with me

Stage three

I go out to your favorite bar

See your friends and i ask how you are

When you don't show up yeah it sends me on

To stage four

I can barely get out of bed 

Bet it feels better off to be dead

I can't stop replaying us in my head

Done with all the self help books 

It gets easier each time i don't call you

Cause i don't really want to 

Yeah I hate, then I love, then I want you back

And I'm blaming myself cause you moved on fast

Even with the therapy

It still hurts to see you leave

Cause I hate, then I love, then I want you back

When i know in my heart that it wouldn't last

No i don't know how to grieve 

Cause you're not here with me

Stage five

I forgot how it feels to breathe