hard to love Lyrics

I don't write my own apologies

I let my friends do that for me

Yeah I cried everyday this week

Thinking bout what they said to me

I'm selfish with sensitivities

Crumble under my insecurities

tiptoe around what i really mean

Run away when they get close

Wish I was patient, more complacent

Maybe sometimes I say too much

Cuz I'm angry when i'm anxious

What if I'm just too hard to love

Nobody ever stays

When they really get to know me

If I gave them their way

At least i wouldn't be lonely

Watch them

Fade out

It's routine now

Cause at the end of day

Maybe i'm just too hard to love

I want to be a little less dramatic

Tried switching up my bad habits

Be wanna one of those girls who has it

Figured out

But I don't know how

To be

Patient, more complacent

Maybe sometimes I say too much

Cause I'm angry when I'm anxious

What if I'm just too hard to love

Nobody ever stays

When they really get to know me

If I gave them their way

At least i wouldn't be lonely

Watch them

Fade out

It's routine now

Cause at the end of day

Maybe I'm just too hard to love

Too hard too love

I don't mean to be

I don't mean to be

Too hard too love

I don't mean to be

Nobody ever stays

When they really get to know me

If I gave them their way

At least i wouldn't be lonely

Watch them

Fade out

It's routine now

Cause at the end of day

Maybe I'm just too hard to love

Maybe I'm

Maybe I'm

Just to hard to love

Maybe I'm

Maybe I'm

Just too hard to love