Dying Inside Lyrics

Listen there's been a lot of days when I've been sad

Been sad, gon mad and I've done a lot of bad

I don't wanna do bad no more

I just wanna do good foreshore

Take a little vacation clear my mind on the beach shore

Maybe then I won't fall dead on the floor boards who knows

Things change, what's change? I don't know but I know I've been tryna find it tho

Nowadays I've been trapped in the dark days

Nowadays man I really don't feel the same

Nowadays I'm the one who's taking all the blames

I guess these days happiness is fucking hard to claim

Why me? why me? I don't understand

I been tryna stay strong tryna take a stand

I'm just tryna be the man with a big plan

To much stress on me feelin like I don't wanna be a man yeah right now right now but look

I just done found the girl of my dreams

When I'm with her I feel so complete

But I got a confession (Fession)

I've never fell in love but when I fall in love girl Ima go crazy

Go brazy

I'm saying

I ain't ever had nothing real don't blame me

Baby girl don't play me

It's been a whirlwind of emotions (Mm, mhm)

Drowning in sadness like an ocean (Mm, mhm)

I'm coming up and now I'm floating, floating

Finally peace is in my focus (Mm, mhm)

Tell me why

There's a lot of days when I wanna die

I can't even explain why

Some days I do still feel alive

It's not a lot tho I don't really wanna fight

And it feels like I don't got a lot of time

Yeah I got a lot on my mind

Been taking these drugs to the point my brain is fried

I don't understand but my head tells lies

Gotta break out the loop

Gotta take the shot and shoot

Even if we think we gon miss

We can sit around and start to reminisce

Yeah about the good old days

When we thought that things were gonna change

For the better

Yeah I should've known better

To enjoy the times when I were a kid

Playing with my toys and didn't have to pay no bills

And the days we were learning about Jack and Jill cause

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall

And Humpty Dumpty had a great fall

But the king couldn't put him back together again

And everybody would gather around and laugh at him

Damn I really should've done better and been a better person

Now I am trapped with all of these curses

I got a devil on my shoulder that tells me to do things

Now everyday I'm stuck with these mood swings

It's been a whirlwind of emotions (Mm, mhm)

Drowning in sadness like an ocean (Mm, mhm)

I'm coming up and now I'm floating, floating

Finally peace is in my focus (Mm, mhm)