
My Pain? Lyrics
- Genre:Hip Hop & Rap
- Year of Release:2023
Lyrics
Everyday I see a struggle, every night I feel a fight
I don't wanna overdose today, i'm fighting for my life
I just get to overthinking 'til I cannot fucking write
Am I dreaming? Now i'm thinking, who you thinking 'bout tonight
Yeah my heart is so light but my mind is slowly sinking
I been hanging off a cliff with a bottle that i'm drinking
Held me down under the water so they cannot hear me screaming
Yeah I keep fucking up so I blame it on my demons
I'm not waiting on my time 'cause I could leave at any minute
Wanna tell you what I think but I can't seem to breathe a sentence
I keep downing all this shit and now I'm fucking getting sick and I wish I could grab a gun so I could motherfucking end it
I'm just saying
Wanna feel my pain?
I don't wanna drown it out, I wanna feel something
But my time is running thin and now i'm on this shit again
I just grip a fucking pen so I don't feel insane
Everyday I see a stumble, every night i'm terrified
I will take what I can get so I can get you out my mind
All the shit when I was little, it corrupted me inside
I just want something to show me what it feels to be alive
I keep making all the music, I feel like giving in
I don't wanna fucking do it, i'm slipping from the cliff
Yeah, my mind it gets confusing and I don't know what it is
I just wanna know how hard it is to let me fucking live
Everyday I see a stumble, every night i'm terrified
I will take what I can get so I can get you out my mind
All the shit when I was little, it corrupted me inside
I just want something to show me what it feels to be alive
I keep making all the music, I feel like giving in
I don't wanna fucking do it, i'm slipping from the cliff
Yeah my mind it gets confusing and I don't know what it is
I just wanna know how hard it is to let me fucking live
I'm just saying
Wanna feel my pain?
I don't wanna drown it out, I wanna feel something
but my time is running thin and now i'm on this shit again
But I know that they can feel it through the spirit that I gave