dirty dishes Lyrics

I'm sorry, but I had to go

You know me, I'm better alone

I'm hiding, nowhere is home

I'm not better alone

I don't think that I deserve you

All I ever did was hurt you

And you know you're not the first who

Had to deal with my skewed virtues

Falling in my feelings

And I'm hurting when feel it

Say I'm special, don't believe it

I should smile, you've never seen it

Life is short

And I'm sorry that I wasted your time

Got impatient

Took me too long to face it

I was yours

But I think I got a little bored

Became something I ignored

Forgot what I had started for

I'm sorry, but I had to go

You know me, I'm better alone

I'm hiding, nowhere is home

I'm not better alone

I guess some things are better dead

Some messages left unread

I guess some thoughts left unsaid

Some demons under the bed

I'm sorry that I locked you up

I know that I'm the worst of us

No, I will never be enough

'Cause everything is said and done

Life is short

And I'm sorry that I wasted your time

Got impatient

Took me too long to face it

I was yours

But I think I got a little bored

Became something I ignored

Forgot what I had started for

Yeah, I was awfully mean

I guess it's time to face the fact

"It's not you, baby, it's me"

I thought I was above that

I'm still holding onto things

Things that you say are the past

Clinging onto memories

Hoping I can make them last

I was really horrifying

I messed up, I hid, I lied

I promised, I never tried,

But you saw through my disguise

Now that everything has ended

Cleaned the dishes in the kitchen sink

Tell me, would you please listen

If I told you I regretted this?

I regretted this

Life is short

And I'm sorry that I wasted your time

Got impatient

Took me too long to face it

I was yours

But I think I got a little bored

Became something I ignored

Forgot what I had started for