dirty dishes Lyrics

I'm sorry, but I had to go

You know me, I'm better alone

I'm hiding, nowhere is home

I'm not better alone

I don't think that I deserve you

All I ever did was hurt you

And you know you're not the first who

Had to deal with my skewed virtues

Falling in my feelings

And I'm hurting when I see it

Say I'm special, don't believe it

I should smile, you've never seen it

Life is short

And I'm sorry that I wasted

Your time, I got impatient

Took me too long to face it

I was yours

But I think I got a little bored

Became something I ignored

Forgot what I had started for

I'm sorry, but I had to go

You know me, I'm better alone

I'm hiding, nowhere is home

I'm not better alone

I guess some things are better dead

Some messages left unread

I guess some thoughts left unsaid

Some demons under the bed

I'm sorry that I locked you up

I know that I'm the worst of us

No, I would never be enough

Now everything is said and done

Life is short

And I'm sorry that I wasted

Your time, I got impatient

Took me too long to face it

I was yours

But I think I got a little bored

Became something I ignored

Forgot what I had started for

Yeah, I was awfully mean

I guess it's time to face the fact

"It's not you, baby, it's me"

I thought I was above that

I'm still holding on to things

Things that you say are the past

Clinging on to memories

Hoping I can make them last

I was really horrifying

I messed up, I hid, I lied

I promised, I never tried

But you saw through my disguise

Now that everything has ended

Cleaned the dishes in the kitchen sink

Tell me, would you please listen

If I told you I regretted this?

(I regretted this)

Life is short

And I'm sorry that I wasted

Your time, I got impatient

Took me too long to face it

I was yours

But I think I got a little bored

Became something I ignored

Forgot what I had started for