Cain Lyrics

The sacrificial lamb was sufficient when he was bleeding

The times I stayed silent when mentally I was grieving

While scheming up the labyrinth for love that I was pleading

While sticking to a group or maybe youth is what I'm leading

Growing up niggas were surviving through the sheet wood

Niggas don't care about the words but if the beat good

Your job is to rob kids the innocence would leave hoods

My eyes done seen more niggas bagged like I ain't sleep good

Then I got used to all the yelling and the screams

And then me trynna be edgy was compelling in my teens

Acting for attention I was selling in these scenes

Whether denim or some cargo I had felon in my jeans

The whole team was tired so we shared the fatigue

Then we crawled out the fire we prepared for the pleas

But the pleading wasn't loud to drown the sound of the screams

And then looking at me now I would be proud in my teens

Then me Getting older I finally understand sympathy

Looking at these problems my Niggas cried from the imagery

Every thought I had was me composing a symphony

Heaven sent or simply irrelevant is was sent for me

I started looking and thinking if it was my time

Shit was simply right off the top it's like a swanton

Maybe it's the Melodie's heavenly singing swan songs

Separation from all the disrespect is a fine line

I stayed quiet so the greatest I ain't get a mention

And not everything instilled in me ask for attention

Or maybe I'm just getting closer to my own redemption

I know that y'all be doing shit but have the wrong intentions

I have thoughts of what would be in my legacy

Children that I have and memories of what's left of me

Not letting my ego and pride come get the best of me

And not succumbing to all the darkest shit and the jealousy

Cuz times are Getting harder

The enemy getting smarter

The days they were feeling longer

And mentally getting stronger

I'm trynna be a leader not trying to be a martyr

My only biggest fear is just ending up like my father

I'm glad I always found a way to stay in my lane

Not going in a direction that was causing me pain

And then even if it did the shit was calling for change

Even pain is necessary so it's all in the same

A Nigga thought that he would make it the reporter was right

Sitting down and listening I took some sort of advice

This is just the perfect structure so it's sort of a sight

I'm approaching 25 I made a quarter to life

Even though it's been a while

I finally have the smile

That was reminiscent and kinda distant being a child

A lot of Niggas I know ain't make it it's kinda wild

Stead of looking in the past I'm focusing on the now

The greatest rapper you never heard kind of a clever tag

I know I can't miss something that I never had

So my integrity is something that I better have

And even through the worse I know that it was never bad

And all the darkness that's around me and it shrouded me

Head held high no reason I'm looking down on me

And this'll be for a couple people who might've doubted me

A Nigga on his way so I'm here to say that I'm proud of me