AYSD? Lyrics

Somethin' I need is what you got but shit you know that you can't give it

Every time you text I'm livid

Issa mystery to why I led myself to this position

It's your love you know I'm missin'

Shit my people round me worrying cause they seen that I'm givin' up

But I'm still tryna figure out if I was ever good enough

I'm wasting all my breath I'm finna drown

But if I text you "DTF?" are you still down?

I'm still down I been around I tried to find my peace of mind but it ain't no where to be found

My brain been workin' too much

Get them in a boot and grab a crutch

Brothers know when I get low I do not like to speak to folk unless I know them from the heart

But right now I just can't open up

My head is boutta burst so close it up

Look I don't know bout everything but I can tell you this

Nothin' better then to tell someone you love 'em while you kiss

But when all that goes away and then you look back where it was?

You'll be askin' why the hell you even did it "just because?"

No I don't think that it's like that but at this point I don't care

Not until I'm out of college will I open up and share

It takes two make the thing go right but what about the one

By myself is where I'm at right now can someone grab a gun?

Somethin' I need is what you got but shit you know that you can't give it

Every time you text I'm livid

Issa mystery to why I let myself to this position

It's your love you know I'm missin'

Shit my people round me worrying cause they seen that I'm givin' up

But I'm still tryna figure out if I was ever good enough

I'm wasting all my breath I'm finna drown

But if I text you "DTF?" are you still down?

My laces might be missing but that just don't tell the story

It's a book I could've wrote right now

And it's not boring

Thinking of a way to find a love that's finna last forever

Never that in high school tho

It's only pleasure

I promise if I find my one then I might ghost a million

It's a faithful thing for why I did it

Come from the ceiling

Even then I couldn't keep it up I swear I tried my hardest

Every good things finna end for real

Can't hold the harness

But it's evident that I prioritize my self care

Playin' wit my mental problems don't you even dare

Cause since you never been a mile in my shoes then you can't say a thing

About my mental health or if I'm healing stop before the king

of overthinking sober sleepin' sad and then anxiety

Like everything I do to stop my pain is no variety

A girl don took my heart out there in this fucked up society

She had just what I needed since it's gone I'm acting violently

Somethin' I need is what you got but shit you know that you can't give it

Every time you text I'm livid

Issa mystery to why I let myself to this position

It's your love you know I'm missin'

Shit my people round me worrying cause they seen that I'm givin' up

But I'm still tryna figure out if I was ever good enough

I'm wasting all my breath I'm finna drown

But if I text you "DTF?" are you still down?