Curses ft. Kuhtona Lyrics

I-I only leave to survive

Do you know the meaning of life?

I got blessed but this change wont suffice, oh no no

I feel like I'm the only one left, make the most

I feel tightness inside of my chest, I'm so so

So upset that I let myself think she'd come through

Feel regret, that's not me, Joe what happened to you?

You're the best but they pick apart versions of you

They put curses on you

I'm losing grasp of the things I thought mattered the most

I want loot, I want her, I want both

Would things be better if I comatose? Yeah, I'll make a toast

I'm glad you all came out, yes I am your host

You see me there laying down but I can't let go

You can speak your heart, I can't read your thoughts

Either happy or you're not, I don't know where to start

I often forget, this mud will not wash away your sins

Can't get drunk, I can't afford to forget

And I can still rise when I'm low (Yeah, yeah)

Don't play me 'cause I been hurt before

I don't want to open up the door when you're knocking at my heart

Loving you it feels like a chore, even when I'm trying to leave you

And I don't want to feel this anymore, baby I'm to tired to heal you

And I know it makes no sense, but I'll be here for the day

Love me while you can, if I'm still what you want

Even though we both know what we could've done

I won't be pleased to tell you

I only leave to survive

Do you know the meaning of life?

I got blessed but this change wont suffice, oh no no

I feel like I'm the only one left, make the most

I feel tightness inside of my chest, I'm so so

So upset that I let myself think she'd come through

Feel regret, that's not me, Joe what happened to you?

You're the best but they pick apart versions of you

They put curses on you