New Feelin/Denial Lyrics

I been steady makin good decisions

Everyday a whole new feelin (yeah)

Now I'm heading towards a better mission

This is like a whole new feelin (yeah)

I been steady makin good decisions

Everyday a whole new feelin (yeah)

Now I'm heading towards a better mission

This is like a whole new feelin (yeah)

New mission

Fightin though conniptions

Brain is like a chick, it's switchin all the positions but I'm steady with it

Don't know where I'm headin but she wants the head in

So I let it

Sit for just a little now she want my necklace

Bettin with my homies gotta shoot the shit

Loosen up my mental I'm done with being a stupid kid

Who is this?

Got my damn attention on some Cupid shit

I'm losin it, I'm drooling out my mouth, on my newest kicks

See me and she down to ride

Too fucked up to see it through this time

I'm wishing u could've seen my eyes (damn)

I was oblivious to all the signs (damn)

And I'm tryna leave it all behind

I've been fine with a little (sniffles)

But now I'm caught up in my brain and I'm thinkin

Everyday was a mistake, and I can't fucking stop drinkin

Know my time is running out and my fantasies shrinking

My mind sinks

I ain't been an honest man, but still, when are we linking?

Its a penny for my thoughts

Even tho I'm causing all the damn distress from a broad

One is tryna feed me drugs the other one want me gone

Now I'm chillin with her friend I think that we got along

And now the timin off

Wakin up

Can't even remember how I made it home

I'm all alone I open up the blinds and see my car ain't towed

It's laying on the road

Tryna think what happened I was faded bro

But now I'm feeling shame when looking through my phone

Thinkin that I fucked up

Jealousy consuming me I've always been so stuck up

But now my luck is running cuz my guilt has got a one up

So basically it sums up

The life that I've been living been a fuck up

Suddenly I start to feel the stress again

Then I smoke it off and walk around, gotta play pretend

Be around my friends, acting like I made amends

But I knew that something was off, cuz I'm thinking bout then

The times where I was lying with my eyes closed

Playing with the fire then buying that bitch a rhinestone

Got my mind blown

Then died, I'm outta time bro

Every damn relationship is twisted like a cyclone

And that's the constant cycle

It happens but I'm always in denial

That might as well be the title

My life is played out to shit like damn recitals

Everything is planned, including my own survival

Got some rivals they lurking up in the shadows

Wait for me fold, they suck me into the Blackhole

That's that, gotta escape, from the gallows

Until then, ima keep spitting over pianos