leave me alone Lyrics

I took to myself like most take to the sea

Nervous and just a little bit shaky on my feet

And I know my hesitations don't benefit me

But all my anxious tics are part of my identity

And normal's only better if it works for you

And I don't think that's who I wanna be

Maybe you're right, I don't know who I am

But that should only matter to me

I never thought I'd find a day I didn't give a damn

But I've been too reliant on invisible hands

As they pushed me along, I wrote a song

So maybe I could feel free

Free

Sometimes livings a prison

I think I've been forgiven by everybody but myself

The hypocrite inside me is happy to baptize me

In a pool of memories full of all the times I've failed

And yes, I know it's not fair

I've been ripping out my hair over just what's okay

Breathe in, breathe out, repeat now

I think I've figured it out

But it's still not for me

I didn't think that it could get any worse

I think I'd rather you just put me in the hearse already

Leave me to die, leave me to live

It would be easier than trying to be perfect for you

Just leave me alone

Just leave me alone