12 trees Lyrics

Aye yo Penelope it's Jonathan whats up

Man I know it's been a minute so I paused to call you up

Gave me faith that I could do it was your a diamond in the rough

If your wondering how I'm doing I done gone and fucked it up

I'm out my element let the beat release all this pain

Load my words and cock them back and blow my brains on the page

Miss P, I promise, swear to God I try so hard to change

I am emotionally scarred see the darkness remains

And I can't shake it down in Macon putting sparks to the flame

Self-medicated, due for greatness but I can't maintain lane

It escalated, fucking hate it children keeping me sane

Simple and plain they the only thing to make me seek change

I'm for real

I must accept it, it's the path that I chose

Saw warnimg signs so many times, but did I listen? Hell no

You know the blind follow the blind and end up dying on that road

And I done died so many times I bucked it came back as ghost

I must accept it it's the path that I chose

Saw warning signs so many times but did I listen? Hell no

You know the blind follow the blind and end up dying on that road

And I done died so many times I bucked it came back as ghost

Don't claim I'm heaven-sent ain't been no angel and that's just evident

Shit from all angles, had me strangled just since my residence

Brain is so mangled oh so painful you see the evidence

Happiness dangles in my face but the trauma won't commence

Reminisce on Innocence and being ignorant kids

In a sense this life has shown me what forgiveness is

Keen events that's left it's mark and scars I can't forget

Not convinced that I'll survive I'm high as I repent

I called to vent to let you know right where I've been

Told me that I should write a song, my dawg well here it is

Know God forgives appreciate the things you did

I won't forget your kindness guiding me through all my shit

You and Miss Liz I know our time it went so quick

Know y'all are missed in darkness'all brought happiness

If only for the moment our souls would coexist

This ain't goodbye forever, but yo, I'm drunk ass' shit

Damn