Backslide Lyrics

Who am I

That God wouldn't let me die

So glad the Lord found me

Yea

Lately trying not to get lost in the wind

Trying not to fall back into sin

Been searching for motivation that's more than impressing the kin

Been making amends yea

The great I am

Saw me hiding

In the cave like David yea

Try to right my wrongs

I write these psalms

And pray that I make it yea

Cuz I just been putting in work

My father above he gone take care the rest

I keep seeking him first

Struck out but he put me on third yea

Some feelings may hurt

But I gotta stay in his word yea

He given me wisdom when I'm insecure

Cause I almost backslide so hard

I done got scoliosis now

This must be the thorn up in my side that Paul was talking bout

Some people change and most don't and can't seem to figure out

How to find strength but my savoir been cleaning up my heart

Don't wanna to mess up what I changed

Best parts about me they gone stay the same

I pray I don't fall back now

Cuz I came way too far to turn back round

Lord just have your way

Lately, I try to state what I meant, aint no reason to pretend, cuz who I'm around, be focused on kingdom and now, I'm tunnel no vision allowed

Can't even see but I be moving by faith

Knowing that it aint a race

I won cuz he gave me grace

I won when I let go of shame

The guilt made me self depreciate huh

But I never stayed there

His mercy alone kept me forever along

My God is the greatest

He calling my phone I never picked up

Til now

Hello he patient

I never deserved it but he aint never dessert me

Now I been blessed wit discernment

Cause I almost backslide so hard

I done got scoliosis now

This must be the thorn up in my side that Paul was talking bout

Some people change and most don't and can't seem to figure out

How to find strength but my savoir been cleaning up my heart

Don't wanna to mess up what I changed

Best parts about me they gone stay the same

I pray I don't fall back now

Cuz I came way too far to turn back round

Lord just have your way

Do what I can to move right

I aint perfect that's what God is like

Yea

You deserve all the praise

Yea