How To Cope Lyrics

I got just a little change in my pocket to get what I need

To cope with my emotions

Keeping control get hard on a daily

And I know that it's my last yea

Do what I got to do to escape this feeling

Going through the motions easy but is it fulfilling

At times I wonder why I been stuck here in this position

Could it be self inflicted

Could it be the opposition

Is it that stuff was handed

Maybe some perspective missing

Could be the combination of it all

I'd admit it far from with it

Cuz excuses never submitted necessary funds

To balance the check book of life

May need new testament

Cuz some old ways got so played out

Trynna find my own way with more pay out

Trynna fly my own wings we soul plane now

No need to land

Mile high club trying to hit all of the birds that I can

I need that dopamine fix the brain shots finna aim

At whoever got something to say

I aint the only one lost with poor methods

To off all the hopeless filled nights

Where the incoming calls getting small

Where were yah

Reach in my pocket just to carry on

Knowing now or later I'll pay for it all later on but see

I got just a little change in my pocket to get what I need

To cope with my emotions

Keeping control get hard on a daily

And I know that it's my last yea

Do what I got to do to escape this feeling

Going through the motions easy but is it fulfilling

Aint take me long to see my mechanism was wrong

Far gone from the ways taught far off from me playing smart

Dear God I hope yo will brought me out this situation

From future to past tense

Cuz current events got me ungrateful for the present

I'm stuck at work manning the front

Minding my business

I get a text from this shawty I aint seen in a minute

Know she just had a kid what she want wit me

She hit me wit that hey can we talk please

Aw man this here aint sounding good

My lack of poker face showing my hand misunderstood

But before I could jump to conclusions I asked

Yea moe what's good

Hoping she aint hit me with what I know

And thought she would

She said I think you the father of my child

A lil baby boy

He got yo smile even trying to sing when he making noise

Might have to go to Maury the way these females playing games

Then I thought about when I hit in that nine month range

I got just a little change in my pocket to get what I need

To cope with my emotions

Keeping control get hard on a daily

And I know that it's my last yea

Do what I got to do to escape this feeling

Going through the motions easy but is it fulfilling

As my heart sunk to my stomach

I can't even front it

No matter how much I calculate

My conscience be haunted

The fact that it's possible my life might change

From pursuing diamond chains

To purchasing similac diaper rashes not my thing

This sounding like some deja vu

What kind of man am I to run from finding out the truth

See if it's mine won't know how to adjust or reapprove

But I know it's not I got a feeling that God coming through

So I got to swallow my pride

Hit her line to decide we going half on this test

Aint know what could come next but I got to put it to rest

Who knows how many other guy she got stuck in distress

Figured In her mind I'm best

Since my moral wont let me walk around free

Know responsibilities aint being met

Maybe a curse but still it bless

Results coming back negative

Felt the weight lift from my chest

Almost gave all of what was nothing left cuz see

I got just a little change in my pocket to get what I need

To cope with my emotions

Keeping control get hard on a daily

And I know that it's my last yea

Do what I got to do to escape this feeling

Going through the motions easy but is it fulfilling