Nightmares Lyrics

You could have saved me When i was falling

Soon you'll find me 6 feet underground

The ol familiar sound got a bad habit coming back

Do you remember the last time you fell asleep

Where you were feeling safe and sound Comfortable and at peace

Yeah me neither need a break

I need a breather

Can't escape this fate When i see your face

I freeze and get lost in time and space

I'm a hypocrite and a damn disgrace

My past is after me its giving chase

Are you proud of your moments were you said i was worthless

You were always my opponent if i only scratched the surface

But it is what it is so many signs that i missed

So many times that i wished that i would fall and parish

Maybe i was lacking attention

Maybe i had no motivation

(I'll clarify)

I gave you this, i gave you that

I gave it all, got nothing back

I took the substance needed something

I'm all tensed up, had to relax

And with that you was mad

But instead of helping me pull through

You wondered what harm you could do

To me you said no harm no foul

No visible scars were ever found

I refuse to believe that you are that naiv

I beg you please

You could have saved me When i was falling

Soon you'll find me 6 feet underground

The ol familiar sound got a bad habit coming back

Fool me once and the shame is on you

Fool me twice and the shame is on me

But i was fooled two hundred times at the very least

You smashed me into smithereens and left me here to rot

You sold me out no hesitation not a single thought

You brought me back from the dead just to have me shot

Ain't no way in hell that i fully recover from this

Every night when i try to fall asleep

The memories comes haunting me

In my nightmares you are taunting me

Malicious entities swarming me, benevolent spirits are warning me

I cannot breathe and i start to panic

I cannot leave, and i'm feeling manic

Trust me i've really tried to surpass it

But you don't really know what it's like to be stuck in addiction

I was already torn burdened with my own conflictions

Hurting cuz of my conviction, yes i heard you, quite descriptive

Heart is burning reminiscent clogs are turning inside, mechanisms

You could have saved me When i was falling

Soon you'll find me 6 feet underground

The ol familiar sound got a bad habit coming back

I got nothing left to lose

I got nothing left to prove

I've got practice with the noose

Nothing else for me to do

You didn't even try to stop me even though you saw my body

You Told nobody and it got cold

I was too damn young years old

Many stories like mine has already been told

I was trying to reach out to save myself

But you turned me down i don't know how

And then you left