Anxious Lyrics

I'm anxious

I got demons in my mind

I'm nauseous

I got rage built up inside

I'm cautious

The pain it makes me blind

I'm hopeless

You're ruthless

You're that fire in my chest

You're the reason that i'm missing

That im not at my best

You're the anchor that drags me down

Blurry vision, and i can barely see

But its clear to me that you are my enemy

You got me weak

You're like a migraine inside my head

Seeing red

Through my eyes

I feel dead

Can't believe it's all a lie

Chain link fence keeping me on the other side

No communication, no amense

Til the day i die

Always been an uphill battle

Always been the one to handle

I've always been the scapegoat to you

For you to twist the truth, yeah that's what you do

You dont give a shit about me

You wouldn't save me from drowning

Your heart wouldn't skip a beat

If i was six feet deep underneath

So go ahead you got me on my knees

Got me digging my own grave

Getting buried with my mistakes

Now i don't have what it takes

To fight back

I've tried that

But i failed

And you prevailed

I'm anxious

I got demons in my mind

I'm nauseous

I got rage built up inside

I'm cautious

The pain it makes me blind

I'm hopeless

You're ruthless

Need to question my sanity

I can barely breathe

I'm in jail in my head

I just wanna be free

But that doesn't seem possible

You're god damn unstoppable

Cross examining built in rage

I'm losing patients

Pills got me wasted please i can't take it

I won't make it

To see another day

Release me from this prison why won't you listen

Im pleading but you dont believe im bleeding

To the light im seeking

But the tunnel is decreasing

Your grasp on me is increasing

Guess you never needed reason

Wont let me catch my breath

Everything repeating in my head

Do i really wanna be dead

Bound to this bed

For the rest of my life

For the rest of this fight

Go and twist that knife

Leave me here

In the dark of the night

Leave me til i am out of sight

I'm anxious

I got demons in my mind

I'm nauseous

I got rage built up inside

I'm cautious

The pain it makes me blind

I'm hopeless

You're ruthless

The four horsemen have come

To take me with them i got a message to send

That i fought hard til the end i fought hard for my friends

Broke away from this nonsense

Im non responsive

You have no conscience

And that's the way it always has been

And i've never been the same since

Overwhelmed by darkness i got taken

Fucking hell you can be persuasive

I'll take my final steps

And maybe i'll finally rest