Trying My Best To Look Up And Forward Lyrics

Maybe it was the look she gave to me

When I walked in from the hall

Sat amongst the strangers

Who'd throw me up against the wall

Stride across the dance floor

Confidence I try to give

That's the gift she gave to me

In the life that we would live

When I close my eyes I see these things

Breaks me everytime I do

And it's all because when I look in those eyes

You don't remember me and you

The walks were long and scenic

And the kids have almost grew

If only you could see them now

They remind me so much of you

I wish I could say it's easy

You'd tell I'm lying straight away

Times we wasted shouting

Now I wish this silence would break

I thought that I could do this

When you told me I was strong

Believed what came from you

But now the last goodbye it's wrong

Trying my best to look up and forward

Keep the darkness beneath the light

Even now you make things easy

You make up for half my might

The jumps are all behind us

Made it to the crest of our hill

Words don't seem to be so easy

And the water seems so still

Trying my best to look up and forward

Trying my best to look up and forward

Trying my best to look up and forward

Trying my best to look up and forward