Grieve a Lifetime Lyrics

Talking to the moon I wanna tell you how it's going

But you don't ever pick up no more

Where'd your spirit go? I swear inna second

I would trade my six feet in for yours

I never said goodbye it still kills me sometimes

Makes me think I could've done more

Excuse me a minute I needa catch my breath

It's my mind and heart preparing for war

I still do the things that we used to do together the memories still come and go

Turning back the clock with the pills time capsule

Hand on my Glock when I'm walking through the valley of shadows

I'm Misunderstood

I try to keep my glass half full though

I been dealing with anxiety n battling depression

Though I fear myself long from the shallow

My head on my shoulders my heart is unsteady this water feel colder it weigh on me heavy

My granny my brother granddaddy together I got you forever like Ed edd n eddy

Yeah love is so scary and death is uneasy you'd think that by now I'd be used to this feeling

I look up to heaven god I know you can hear me jus tell me the reason for taking my angels?

When the storm coming in when the clouds get dark

When the rain starts to pour tell me where you mind roams

Behind closed doors when the demons come out

When the dark unfolds tell me where your heart goes

Scars don't make me younger they say pain is just a teacher

Got you tattooed on my arm so your name could live forever

But forever ain't forever so just love me til whenever

One thing that I know is love doesn't fight fair

Climb up to the heaven reach above the sky

Anything to feel closer to you

When I leave this earth turn me to a shooting star

Angel numbers so I know that it's you

Tell me is it better when we reach the other side

I know that this life gets hard sometimes

My mind starts to wander I'll grieve a lifetime

If it means I don't forget about you

Climb up to the heaven reach above the sky

Anything to feel closer to you

When I leave this earth turn me to a shooting star

Angel numbers so I know that it's you

Tell me is it better when we reach the other side

I know that this life gets hard sometimes

My mind starts to wander I'll grieve a lifetime

If it means I don't forget about you

It would take some time to find the answers

Smoke away the pain in a backwoods

You would see me different if I took away the mask that I wear to disguise all my damage

I don't need you feeling sorry for my trauma

I was taught that sympathy a weakness

Panick attack got my chest tense

I see my angels calling in the distance