Love Isn't Fair Lyrics

Your first love can break the person til your heart the coldest

Weight of the world on my shoulders

I was smiling the most when I was at my lowest

It's getting hard to function when I'm sober

She calling on my phone said I never hear from ya

I guess I learned it from my daddy that it's best to not have feelings

And I know the storm is coming cause my angels giving signals

Think I've had too much to drink like can I please getta water

Let me roll another joint to get away from my stress

Sometimes I jus wonder if god ever gets depressed

When the waterfall flows

When the scars to show

I just wanna love but I think I'm numb from the shit

I know it's not fair

I know it's not fair

Chandeliers in both of my ears

Truth be told is I won't love you til you gone

I can't keep from moving on call your phone

Yeah I know it's not fair

I know it's not fair

I know it's not fair

It's hard for me to show you that I care

Truth be told is I won't love you til you gone

I can't keep from moving on holding on

Yeah I know it's not fair

I'm looking out the window

Starring at the stars

Calling out to you conversations with the night sky

Battling my thoughts my heart colliding with my own mind

Heart is getting colder am I healing or jus done trying?

Reminiscing bout my flaws so I problem solve with substance

But this ain't bout the person that I used to be

I been flinching in my sleep having nightmares every week

Someone tell me what I gotta do to find a little peace

I been drinking I been thinking bout the things that we did

I don't what's in my cup that got me acting like this

I give them love and loyalty and never got it in return

Maybe that's why when I'm happy I jus start to get concerned

She don't want that other person that I am when I walk out the door

Still fighting off my demons but I still can't let her go

My past ruined love for me I don't know how to move on from it

I'm tired of starting over with hellos

I know it's not fair

I know it's not fair

Chandeliers in both of my ears

Truth be told is I won't love you til you gone

I can't keep from moving on call your phone

Yeah I know it's not fair

I know it's not fair

I know it's not fair

It's hard for me to show you that I care

Truth be told is I won't love you til you gone

I can't keep from moving on holding on

Yeah I know it's not fair

Your first love can break the person til your heart the coldest

Weight of the world on my shoulders

I was smiling the most when I was at my lowest

Its getting hard to function when I'm sober