Substance Lyrics

Life has left me trembled up and traumatized

Emotions bottled up, they're locked up deep inside

Sometimes I deeply contemplate on suicide

But reminisce my past keeps me alive

Wish I was fucked up on the drugs, give me more substance

Dealing with depression and pills, give me more substance

Really want the pain to be gone, pour up the violet

Can't talk about my feelings no more, they think I'm lying

Them conversations with father late at night

Boy, I've been through some hell, cut out the fucking fire

Relationships and hearts you've ditched come for your mind

Your mental state the key, don't waste your time

Really, no other way to fight pain other than rhyming

Sometimes I think this rapping shit a joke, I keep on trying

Think back to them days you was fucked up, I know you're tired

Realize, Mom, I love you forever, just a reminder (uh)

Think back to them days you was fucked up, I know you're tired

Realize, Mom, I love you forever, just a reminder

Seeing you fucked up break my heart, call my supplier

Lost in my abyss through them problems 'bout to get higher

Life has left me trembled up and traumatized

Emotions bottled up, they're locked up deep inside

Sometimes I deeply contemplate on suicide

But reminisce my past keeps me alive

Them conversations with father late at night

Boy, I've been through some hell, cut out the fucking fire

Relationships and hearts you've ditched come for your mind

Your mental state the key, don't waste your time

(mmhm)

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