Sober Nights Lyrics

Every day I'm dealing with addiction

It's hard for me to tell you what I'm feeling

I struggle every day, but then again,

It's time for me to hold on tight to the memories, I'm keeping

Doctor prescribed my pills

Took about one every 120 minutes

Didn't take long, now I'm six in strong, then again, that's my own decision

Took about three-four more, next thing you know, I'm on the floor

Mama saw me falling, broke her heart, saw my father on the phone,

Paramedics at the door

Blue lights on them streets, sirens on repeat

I was living just another life,

tryna' chase a high

Just so I could sleep

Oh, I miss them sober nights

No pain that I felt inside

Now I'm chasing different dreams,

I'm a couple days clean, but the pills still on my mind

Oh, I miss them sober nights

No pain that I felt inside

And I'm tired of the cold

Focused doing shows, pick the pen up, I'm just on my grind

On my grind

On my grind

(mmhm)

Wish I could go back and I could fix this

Wish I didn't leave her, every day I'm reminiscing

I wrote "you and me" for you and me

You used to be the one for me, but fuck it, I'll be better off alone

Mama told me not fucking smoke

And grandpa showed me how to keep me strong

I just wish you didn't perish,

But fuck it, you the one who always taught me not to motherfucking mourn

Oh, I miss them summer nights

You was always by my side, I just wish you didn't die

Oh, I miss them sober nights

No pain that I felt inside

Now I'm chasing different dreams,

A couple days clean, but the pills still on my mind

Oh, I miss them sober nights

No pain that I felt inside

And I'm tired of the cold

Focused doing shows, pick the pen up, I'm just on my grind

On my grind

On my grind