All For Mum, Pt. 2 Lyrics

I wanna hear you speak

I still miss when you would kiss my cheek

I still miss your smile and your white teeth

And I still feel defeated

Mumma I just really need your love

All I'm asking is that I could get a hug

But I can't get that, Why is this life so complicated

I keep my head up for you mum I feel it's obligated

Sometimes I feel like I've let you down and I get so frustrated

I rap about somethings that I wouldn't talk about in a conversation

Cause it's the way that I deal with all of my problems mum

And that's why I rap about you so damn often mum

I know if you were here I wouldn't need to solve nothing

Because you'd always be right there and you would hold your son

I feel like since you've gone, I've learnt so much in life

I taught myself to keep on smiling even through the strife

I'm so excited, to talk about you with my future wife

And tell my future kids that in their hearts their nanas still alive

I got two photos of you on my dresser and one in my heart I keep that locked

I gotta ball and I do it for you because I know you watching me from way up

Up above, With everyone else we've lost

Like grandma and aunty Trish and a few other beautiful souls

Mumma, nan and poppa moved away

It's so hard because I barely even get to see there faces

Nana was the one who'd hold me close since the day you past away

And even Tayessa lives so far away

I wanna hear you speak

I still miss when you would kiss my cheek

I still miss your smile and your white teeth

And I still feel defeated

Mumma I just really need your love

All I'm asking is that I could get a hug

If I'm honest I would give my life away to bring back you

Cause you were so important everyone is missing you

I write these raps about you hoping that Gods angels send them through to you

So you can hear bout everything that's new

They say that time heals, I know they lying

Cause I'm still up at night thinking about you crying

But I keep smiling, Cause I know that you'd wanna see me keep my head up

There's too many dreams to complete so I'm just focused on getting my bread up

Too many goals to achieve, I'm tryna make my life way better

And on behalf of my brothers and sister I'll look after everybody who done feed us

People would talk on your name I got fed up

Cause they don't know you

They don't know you like I know you

And they didn't see half of the things that you had to go through

There so many things that I've done that l won't ever get to show you

I remember making you laugh, I wanna forget about when you cried

I remember sitting by your side and talking to you about school and life

And I remember saying goodbye to you every morning before I left

But I didn't get the chance to say my last ever goodbye

Mumma why'd you have to go

I thought you would watch me grow

I just wanna let you know

I'll do my best to stay strong

I promise you I'm holding on

But it's tough and it feels like it's been so long

And you told me that you love me I wont ever forget that

The day you past away I swear that was such a setback

Even though you gone I won't let that

Push me to the gutter and I won't let that happen to my brothers

I would rather have no other mother

Then you as my mother cause you were so full of love

And you were smiling through the struggle

I just really miss them cuddles from you

Never put no one above you

Mumma don't forget I love you

I wanna hear you speak

I still miss when you would kiss my cheek

I still miss your smile and your white teeth

And I still feel defeated

Mumma I just really need your love

All I'm asking is that I could get a hug at