All For Mum Lyrics

(Mmmm, Jayco)

I still think about you every single day

You always in my mind smiling with your pretty face

I'm protecting our memories no they never will escape

And I promise that I will never let no one take your place, nah ah

You been gone for like five years but it feels like it's been centuries

I miss your smile, I miss your voice I want you next to me

Lately life been getting better but it's not as good as it used to be

I used to see you every day now I just see you at the cemetery

I miss the mornings I would sit right by your side

I was young I didn't think that you would die

I put my heart on ice but there's still nights that I cry

If I had one wish then I would bring you back alive

At first me and my siblings no we were not doing great

But lately life been good the pain slowly fading away

I know the trauma gonna be lurking around until I meet my grave

But I just wish that I could speak to you and tell you I'm okay

It's a weird feeling, To know you not here with us

But you'll still be inside my heart until I am not living

You were a blessing, full of love, I just miss your kisses

I miss the food that you would whip up inside of the kitchen

And mumma I just wanna let you know

Nan and poppa been so good they helped me grow

Nana was the one who'd care for me and help me cope

And poppa was the one who would guide me and put me on the right road

Your daughter doing great she is amazing

And she had a little girl, so now we got two little babies

Luca's daughter getting old you would of loved her

A fragile little angels what she was when I was held her

Jaime is the tallest in the family now

Konna be hitting the gym he really getting bigger now

Luca found a beautiful lady he getting married soon

Tayessa was the first to get married you would of loved her spouse

I've grown up since you last seen my face

I really wish you were still here to hear the music that I make

I put my feelings in my songs, that's how I deal with the pain

I just hope I make you proud when I'm walking through heaven's gates

I still stay in contact with my bro Mateo

The day you died him and his father came to say hello

I been blessed with all the people in my circle

Without them I'd be six feet down in the dirt ohhh

And I know you with Aunty Trish so tell her I said hi

I'm looking at the stars got me wishing I could fly

And everybody miss you, we ain't wanna say goodbye

A couple of your friends they still visit you sometimes

Our father got a wife and he is happy now

Her name Rachel she's just got one son, He was an only child

We moved out of Awapuni and that was hard as hell

We got AP tattoos on our ankle they all match as well

You left such a legacy

We still talk about you, Imma keep on yelling rest in peace

I learnt some lessons and now I'm stronger than I'll ever be

To be honest mum I know your death was depressing but somehow it's a blessing

Cos at least you are not suffering all the time and always stressing

At least you don't have to sit down in tears cause now you resting

As a christian I know you in a better place it's called heaven

But you'll be in my heart forever

I still think about you every single day

You always in my mind smiling with your pretty face

I'm protecting our memories no they never will escape

And I promise that I will never let no one take your place, nah ah