Did It At All ft. MACX Lyrics

Why am I doing this to myself, myself, myself

Why am I doing this to myself, myself, myself

Why am I doing this to myself

My own breath, my own stress

Just let me fucking rest

There's no sense in finishing this fucking mess

Let me die in peace

I finished this fucking lease

Of life, of strife, I used a fucking knife

To end my own life in the middle of the night

A note by my side, reading that it's my time to go

Oh no, I didn't say goodbye, paid the price

To see your face again

To be there in the end

The flowers that you sent on my grave, they decayed

But my name will forever be claimed and framed

For being the one who died in vain

I don't know, know, know

Where to go, go, go

In my own home, home, home

Get the fuck fucking out

I wanna be alone

Connect with my own soul

And get myself known

The seasons changed to the problem I'm facing

Been so many days where I just wanna meet death

They already met death

I must've beat death

Wake up in my death bed

Wonder what happened

Wonder why I'm here

I'm dropping a tear

As I head to the mirror

Examine the slit on my wrist

As I pull up the list of apologies

Currently haunting me

I'm sorry to the people who would have lost me

I looked at my phone

I don't want you to worry

But now I'm remorseful

I should be grateful

I don't know what's more painful

The fact that I didn't ring your phones

Or the fact that I did it at all

Did it at all

No one caught my fault

But it's not their fault

No, not at all

No, not at all, what did I get? No, not at call

Sipping of this cup, I drain my fault

Would you look at that, I lost it all

It slipped from my hands

I watched it fall and land in the sand

Reaching for it back, but there's not a chance

Could I picture us, just one more dance

Why am I doing this to myself

My own breath, my own stress

Just let me fucking rest

There's no sense in finishing this fucking mess

Let me die in peace

I finished this fucking lease

Of life, of strife, I used a fucking knife

To end my own life in the middle of the night

A note by my side, reading that it's my time to go

Oh no, I didn't say goodbye, paid the price

To see your face again

To be there in the end

The flowers that you sent on my grave, they decayed

But my name will forever be claimed and framed

For being the one who died in vain

I don't know, know, know

Where to go, go, go

In my own home, home, home

Get the fuck fucking out

I wanna be alone

Connect with my own soul

And get myself known

Did it at all (why am I doing this to myself?)

Did it at all

No one caught my fault

But it's not their fault (myself)

No, not at all (myself)

Did it at all (why am I doing this to myself?)

Did it at all

No one caught my fault

But it's not their fault (myself)

Myself