Venting (Part II) Lyrics

I got a lot on my mind

And Got a lot more on my chest

For years I kept it inside

Shit I even thought I was possessed

Paralysis when I'm asleep

I can see the demon at the end of my bed

My mother says I get this shit from my dad but that's funny cah we never met

It's been 20 years and he never called till he see my face on the net

A man afraid to be left

And yes Blame ya neglect

Im sorry to stay but he'll prolly him

Before I give him my respect

I know that's he listening, i put my heart in this shit and I said what I said

It's been 20 years, now I'm 23

I'm upset why don't you get it

It Must be embarrassing , I became a man

And you can not take any credit

My 20th birthday, and I'm tripping like

I took a hallucinogenic

I think I'm intuitive, black and I'm spiritual

But they call that schizrophrenic

Anti psychotics are killing my passion

I wonder what's inside this Medicine

And I won't deny i get paranoid

I'm always wondering whats genuine

That feeling of love, Adrenaline.

I seen her didn't say anything

cos when see her I see everything

Hope she knows I don't a regret thing

If you love her let her go

Open door for her be a gentleman

You know that your pushing a girl to her limits when they become no longer feminine

they probably are but just not with you

And it's All cos you don't put the effort in

And now your picturing her kissing him

Touch on him and caressing him

bad bitches plus there's desperate men

She say you 5 you call her 10

added some time

And wine

And somehow we ended up more than just frk iend

Intoxication or love

Turn out that Both are the same in end

Circle of life

Life is a circle

She said that I'm like a cancer

What do you mean, you know I'm a Virgo

You know my favourites colourful purple

You know I take this music personal

Nothing in life hasn't broken me yet

So why do you think that your worlds wills

You

I heard Love is 50/50

And I been handing it out like I'm Virgil

Moment of silence for virgil

"You can't waste even a day subscribing to what someone thinks you can do, versus knowing what you can do"

When he put his name Plane

I understood this is no game

I realised that we all the same

But not every body can't be drake

Shit, You know that your winning when you celebrate so much they call you champagne

Simultaneous motivating me and also making me a ashamed

Cos they say I'm underrated

But It's myself that I'm underrate

It's me that sleeping

When There all awake

Potential is washing away

I wanna be great

But Dont want the fame or even popular face

Look at me mum, im done it, the really care what your sons gotta say

Couldn't be stuck the maze forever

No Never hopping the gates

This shit wasn't overnight

2 thousand and five hundreds

Day

& Life ain't black or white but here's a key, you just gotta play