To The Grave Lyrics

I'm very proud of where you at, at the moment. And even more so where you are heading

I pray I will live to see, continue to see how much you progress

I'm not-I'm not putting no limitation on you

The skies the limit, Lobé

Sometimes I used to think

You don't believe that

Right

It's not about just seeing the figures

I believe it because I feel it

Yeah, This love I got for you can't put Into words

But don't worry imma find a way

I know i hurt your feelings when you call and I don't pick up and you probably think I can't give you the time of day

I got issues I should deal with

But if I'm honest, I get anxious and i hideaway

Life's shorts and it can be unpredictable

So before it's too late there's some things that I would like to say

I'm so conflicted

I say that I do all of this for you but then never come and see you and I know im being contradicting

Unless it's at hospital visit

I know I could do better and I gotta admit

I know this money been corrupting my spirit

I know you probably know me better than myself

And you could probably tell momma I been lost for a minute

Yeah, You know me well, mum

I Think I need protecting from myself, mum

I told the devil that my soul is not for sale, mum

I'm Heaven sent but imma give em hell, mum

Yeah, I do my thing and keep myself to myself, mum

I give them everything I can I try to help, mum

They say they love me

Why they wanna see me fail, mum

Why?

I noticed when I'm winning, there's jealousy in their eyes

all these So call friends only call me when they need something

But they never call me just to check if I'm alright

I was smoking everyday

And Hennessy in the night

on a dark path

Needed direction into the light

My Mother could tell you

She could tell you

It's a really blessing that I'm alive

I got love for Eleanor because she could left me hanging

I got love for Leo too, he was always understanding

Of the shit I'm going through

And I never got to thank him

I got love for ivy, still got love for all the mandem

I was with

can't forgive

Is what is it

I would probably do the same

If you did what I did

YeahI was just a kid

But I guess you gotta get it how you live

I been snaked by my niggas

And I been snake too

She give me the cake

Imma eat the cake too

There's Whole lot love inside my heart nigga

But if you push me you will see that there's a lot of hate too

I got secrets that I know I be should be telling

I ain't making no confession

Because I'm ashamed too

I felt a lot pleasure and a lot of pain too

Tryna find someone to give the blame too

Yeah, I sacrifice, I did the work

I paid my dues

I know my purpose

I know what I came to do

Yeah, You feel the frequency

Yeah, I came and change the mood

Yeah, I Change the mood cah

When I talk I say the truth

Yeah, Protect the kids

Im just tryna save the youth

Started of little

Now I'm doing major moves

Dissing me for clout

Better watch your mouth

Keeping on talking about be me and you might just make the news

Lord forgive me im walking contradiction

The devil in my ears

Tryna give me propositions

The opposition

Offering me the top position

You gotta listen

The competition

Wanna see me me give it up

Give it up give it up

Even if I sell my my soul man still isn't enough

Too busy surviving I'm not living enough

Tell my momma im sorry I've not been visiting as much

Cah

I been making promises

But I just can't keep them

There's some things some things, some things I won't admit it

Secrets I'm keeping

Imma imma take them to the grave for real

They don't even really know my pain for real

Cut that bitch, she ungrateful, now she say I never did that shit for her

Little Bitch I know you ain't for real

Ain't for real

Bitch I know you ain't for real

Nah you ain't for real

I got love for my brothers they would kill me for me

And I'm the same for real

and I don't know who to trust these I don't really know what fake or real