RSL Lyrics

Can't seem to let it go

Can't seem to put it down

Can't seem to hang it up

I've tried so hard

not to let it fall apart

When I didn't break it first

Feeling like I've got a curse

Maybe I've just been a jerk

Well maybe I will feel alright

When they stick me in a hearse

Knowing that the sun will shine

When I'm underneath the dirt

Why can't I seem to love myself

I've tried so hard all of these times

Feeling like I'm running in circles

Losing my goddamn mind

Why can't I seem to relax when I know everything will be fine

Why can't I seem to trust the moment

When I know that it is divine

God knows I've tried

So now I'm sinking to the bottom of the sea

Still waters run deep

But it's cold down here

It's cold and I've been shivering

Slithering on my belly through the mud

And I've been trying not to judge

But these motes in my eyes are feeling like timbers

Now I'm struggling

Clambering my way up to the surface

Hoping, praying I deserve this

And if I make it you'll find me dancing on my grave

Instead of pulling out my hair

Well I've been bleeding

And I've been pleading

Now I'm screaming

I just need it all to stop

Everything's spinning

Tripping over my own feet again

Trying so hard just to catch my breath

What can I say to make you understand

I'm trying goddamnit I'm doing the best that I can

Feeling all these failures that I've felt

What do I have when I've got nothing left

But feeling all these failures that I've felt

Never could seem to connect all the buttons

Break all my chains

End all my suffering

Never could seem to connect all the buttons

Break all my chains

End all my suffering

Never could seem to connect all the buttons

Break all my chains

End all my suffering

Never could seem to connect all the buttons