Paxil Lyrics

The morning sun comes crashing through the blinds

I cover up my head and shut my eyes

It never feels like I get sleep at night

Laying in the dark, listening to my mind

Another day and I'm awake

See the disappointment on my face

Trying to escape the same endless monotony

So can I go to sleep

Every day's so daunting

It's always the same thing

It's getting exhausting

Like living on repeat

Forever uninspired

Been making plans and schemes

I wind up getting tired

You don't like it when I talk like this, I know

The way I feel is making you uncomfortable

And no I don't

And no I don't think I owe you any answers

Wasted another day feeling dissatisfied

Why does everything I do feel like a grind

Fear I'm losing touch with consensus reality

So what if I just leave

I'm so sick of feeling hopeless

You say you would miss me

I wouldn't even notice

Quit telling me you're pleased

I haven't given up yet

Cause no I'm not depressed

I'm just bored to death

Just let me sleep

So can I go to sleep

Every day's so daunting

It's always the same thing

It's getting exhausting

Like living on repeat

I'm so sick of feeling hopeless

You say you would miss me

I doubt you'd even notice

I doubt I'd even notice