getting ready for the end of my life (voice memo) Lyrics

I'm getting ready for the end of my life

Only I didn't know it at the time

Spent a lot of it wondering how I'd die

Be more in control, but I'm still surprised

There've been times when I wanted this before

But now that it's here, I'm not really sure at all

At all

I'm getting ready for the end of my life

I forgot the rest, I forgot the good

I only saw what I wanted to see

Not want, but you know what I mean

I'm getting ready for the end of my life

I was okay to let time pass me by

There've been times when I wished for this

I never stopped to really consider it at all

At all

I'm getting ready for the end of my life

I'm getting anxious, maybe I don't have it right

I don't want to regret, we've been here before

Don't want to feel the pain, but at least I hurt

There've been times when I wanted this before

But now that it's here, I'm not really sure at all

At all

I'm getting ready for the end of my life

Well, at least now I know

That when that time comes, I'll be old

Be more in control